Nothing Is Lasting Too Long...

So, I haven't posted anything since November, which was a few months back.  I'm feeling so sad, frustrated, and disappointed, I guess.  When will we get the call??  I keep hearing that the wait AFTER you get your referral is worse cuz you now have seen her, and it just seems like eternity to be able to meet her...I can't imagine that yet.  I can't even imagine if we had gone with the Philippines, and had to wait 2-4 YEARS!!  Every day right now seems like a year!!
As Shawn was praying the other day, he had a cool thought.  Maybe she will be the "peace" our family needs right now...it always seems uneven with 3 kids, one is always left out.  Maybe her presence will bring balance and peace to our crazy family!!  I love that thought!
I'm so ready for our family to be complete.  I've been sleeping with her pink blanket that we wrapped our dossier in so that we can leave it with her when we meet her.  I want her to remember us...

This is gonna be very similar to the day we see her face for the first time on our computer!! 
BUT MUCH BIGGER SMILES!!!!!

Where are you, sweet girl?  Your new mommy can't wait to hold you...